Saturday, February 7, 2009

Really Frustrated

So I am stuck with a problem right now. I have a situation with someone who I love dearly but am starting to question majorly. This person has helped me with alot lately because of my surgery and they volunteered however the other day I heard this person on the phone saying things that really hurt. It makes me feel like she is saying one thing to my face and really feeling and talking crap behind my back. I feel like me and my family have been nothing but an inconvenience to this person yet she is using me as a reason not to do things at times. GRRRRRR I am soooo frustrated right now. I have done so much for her and her spouse yet I feel so freakin taken advantage of!! I am doing alot more than I probably should right now just so I dont have to ask for help and be an inconvenience!!!! I am just so frustrated and dont know what to do because I want to say something but this person is leaving soon. At this point Im ready to say GOOD BYE and dont let the door hit you on the way out!!! I know thats mean but thats how I feel right this second!!!!
So I'm gonna go try to calm down some more and hopefully I wont say or do something I will regret. I just want to cry and throw up im so upset about it!!!!!