Saturday, February 7, 2009

Really Frustrated

So I am stuck with a problem right now. I have a situation with someone who I love dearly but am starting to question majorly. This person has helped me with alot lately because of my surgery and they volunteered however the other day I heard this person on the phone saying things that really hurt. It makes me feel like she is saying one thing to my face and really feeling and talking crap behind my back. I feel like me and my family have been nothing but an inconvenience to this person yet she is using me as a reason not to do things at times. GRRRRRR I am soooo frustrated right now. I have done so much for her and her spouse yet I feel so freakin taken advantage of!! I am doing alot more than I probably should right now just so I dont have to ask for help and be an inconvenience!!!! I am just so frustrated and dont know what to do because I want to say something but this person is leaving soon. At this point Im ready to say GOOD BYE and dont let the door hit you on the way out!!! I know thats mean but thats how I feel right this second!!!!
So I'm gonna go try to calm down some more and hopefully I wont say or do something I will regret. I just want to cry and throw up im so upset about it!!!!!

1 comment:

Mrs Tish said...

You don't have to be scared or alone. You have me and ALWAYS will. Honey, I wouldn't have been anywhere else in the world but with you and Tom during all of this. You don't ever have to thank me. I consider you my daughter and I love you in every way possible. You never have to be ashamed to ask for help from me. Just call and I'll come running. You and your family are our family and there is nothing we won't do you.
You don't have to worry about the person in the blog anymore. She's gone and you need to let her stay gone and concentrate on getting better. YOU ARE NOT AN INCONVENIENCE! Someone was just plain being a -----! There is simply no excuse for the behavior and lack of help for you.
Please trust in me and realize that I and my family am here for you and your family. You guys mean the world to us and our wish for you guys is that you have all the blessings that HF can give you now and always. We do not know what we would have done if we had lost you. You are quite a fighter, you know.
So take it easy and do not overdo. It'll all get done in time and you need to do what the doctor says at least for a little while longer.
I love you sooooo much
Love "T" (MOM)